Blues

I wish I could fly ….
I wish I could leave my fears behind
I wish I could be the beginning not the end
I wish I could stop wondering why…


I wish I wasn’t alone….
I wish I wasn’t here embraced with destiny.
I wish I wasn’t able to hear the sound of my blues
I wish I wasn’t so easily inclined every time…..

I wish my memories were gone…
I wish my life would change
I wish my thoughts would rearrange
I wish my time would rewind….


I wish I wasn’t so blind….
I wish I wasn’t so confused
I wish I wasn’t going out my mind….
I wish I wasn’t thinking of what I miss


I wish I couldn’t cry….
I wish I couldn’t see these tears forming in my eyes
I wish I couldn’t act so surprised
I wish I couldn’t hear the sound of my blues….

I wish I didn’t ask myself why….
I wish I didn’t play this game
I wish I didn’t feel so used
I wish I didn’t know I was gonna lose….

I wish I knew what to do…
I wish I knew the truth
I wish I knew the reasons why
I wish I knew how to chase away my blues…

I wish I knew how to fill this empty space
I wish I knew that I couldn’t choose.
I wish I knew that my blues would take your place.
I wish I knew this wasn’t the end of me and you.