This blog expresses to no bounds how deep the depths of a person's mind can go. It's everchanging desires of the heart, mind, body, and soul.... Smooth as Coco and beautiful as Miidnight. I hope you enjoy, please leave comments.
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Friday, December 24, 2010
Gone
I’m standing here
looking around
but I can not find you.
I call your name but there’s no answer.
Please tell me where, where did you go.?
Thought you’d stay even though I did you wrong.
All the voices in my mind
drowned you out
I couldn’t hear you.
Never had the time to listen
and all you wanted was my love and attention.
Now I’m wishing you were here.
I feel so alone
now your gone.
I remember when I pushed you away .
Such an innocent presence you carried.
So caring and understanding of what I wanted.
What I needed
didn’t know it was inside of you.
You were here from the beginning, all these years, and in my growth
I turned my back on you.
Just like the rest.
I believed all their lies.
Didn’t hear your cries.
Your crying out
Crying out to me
I froze my heart .
Couldn’t let you back in.
A distance memory
In hopes to conquer my goals
riches and fame
I traveled for miles down this lonely road
Everything is changed
Everywhere I turn
Things are not the same
You were not to blame
It wasn’t your fault
I let you go
Let you slip away.
Now I’m standing here
Looking around
But I can’t find you .
I call your name but there’s no answer.
Please tell me where,
Where’d you go?
All the voices in my mind drowned you out
I couldn’t hear you.
Never had time to listen
and all you wanted was my love
and attention.
Thought you’d stay.
Though I did you wrong.
I’m missing you.
I feel so alone
now your gone.
You put all your hopes in dreams in me.
I threw them away
Had other plans
No silly fantasies.
I sent you out a sheep amongst the wolves
Watched them tear you apart.
And I buried you deep
so deep
I couldn’t hear your screams.
To distracted by the voices in my head
In applause,
smiling back at me.
Appraising,
job well done.
I’ll mourn you until my dying day.
Have to live with what I’ve done.
Didn’t realize I needed you as much as you needed me
And now I’m at the end of this road
Felt you die
I put the flowers upon your grave.
And I weep for you
Reading
Here lies the little girl inside of me.
She’s in no more pain
She no longer cries
Now your gone.
Friday, December 10, 2010
Friday, September 3, 2010
He Loves Me
He loves me, I’m special
He loves me, my heart sings
He loves me, I can’t deny
He loves me, it thrills me
He loves me, makes me wanna cry
He can’t live without me, because he loves me.
He loves me, the world can see
He loves me, even in my dreams
He loves me, He fulfills my deepest fantasies
He loves me, I feel weak
He left me speechless, because he loves me.
When he’s away I still feel him near, because he loves me.
He calls on me, because he loves me
He gives me peace of mind, because he loves me.
I wanna start a family, because he loves me
He got down on one knee, because he loves me
I said yes, because I know he loves me
Friday, April 9, 2010
COLD
I’m so cold,
so cold I barely feel my heart beating
right now as I’m speaking…
my spirit has weaken and been defeated.
Yet,I still keep swinging but my arms are getting tired.
The sky is growing darker and the wind is blowing stronger.
I’m so cold,
so cold I barely feel my heart beating
right now as I’m speaking …
Everyone I loved has fallen
I’m the captain, general in command over my troops.
When all hope is gone I shall never surrender or hinder my future legacy.
The enemy is drawing nearer….
as I rise there is no one to fight beside me.
The blood on my hands I can’t wash away.
The stain is deep within leaving a trial of destruction
killing every life source flowing through my veils.
I couldn’t stay away from the battle of life and love.
I stand alone, armor stripped and exposed to every
possibility of failure.
These cuts are too deep draining my energy
No where to run or hide….
The pain is suffocating me…
I’m so cold,
so cold I barely feel my heart beating
right now as I’m speaking….
my heart finally stops beating
I’m cold.
Sunday, February 28, 2010
A Reason To Be "Me"
You give me a reason….
A reason to be me
I stand tall and strong because
I finally feel I belong
In a natural state of mind….
Your words and actions are so kind
Filling me up to the moment where
its hard for me to breathe
And my eyes I never want to close...
Because I’m afraid
the beauty I see is just a fantasy.
You surpass the ordinary spectrum….
but I still can plainly see your just a man…
And here I stand before you .
A woman, naked fully exposed
revealing every single inch of me….
My beauty and my flaws and through it all
You calm tainted fear with every gesture
You strengthen my weakness making the picture so clear
I can’t doubt the highest part of me.
You truly give me a reason to be
what I’ve always wanted you to see…
Me.
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Blues

I wish I could fly ….
I wish I could leave my fears behind
I wish I could be the beginning not the end
I wish I could stop wondering why…
I wish I wasn’t alone….
I wish I wasn’t here embraced with destiny.
I wish I wasn’t able to hear the sound of my blues
I wish I wasn’t so easily inclined every time…..
I wish my memories were gone…
I wish my life would change
I wish my thoughts would rearrange
I wish my time would rewind….
I wish I wasn’t so blind….
I wish I wasn’t so confused
I wish I wasn’t going out my mind….
I wish I wasn’t thinking of what I miss
I wish I couldn’t cry….
I wish I couldn’t see these tears forming in my eyes
I wish I couldn’t act so surprised
I wish I couldn’t hear the sound of my blues….
I wish I didn’t ask myself why….
I wish I didn’t play this game
I wish I didn’t feel so used
I wish I didn’t know I was gonna lose….
I wish I knew what to do…
I wish I knew the truth
I wish I knew the reasons why
I wish I knew how to chase away my blues…
I wish I knew how to fill this empty space
I wish I knew that I couldn’t choose.
I wish I knew that my blues would take your place.
I wish I knew this wasn’t the end of me and you.
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