Our Choice

Never forget everything in life is a choice you either take it or leave it…. Some people search for their purpose while others stumble on them by chance. How you get to that point in your life, and what you do when you reach it is completely up to you.

Someone can lead you like you’re a sidekick character, but you are the one who has the final say in the role you play…
Are you a leader or a follower? “Maybe, I guess it depends on the day” says you. Well, I just want you to know that we are in charge of our own life’s, today, tomorrow, everyday. People live their own fate by making various choices that can effect drastic changes or be the cause of one.
Time is something no one can lock away, because one day our time will run out, but its our choice to let it.
The power of choice is in your smeared mistrusting hands..
So, tell me how do you choose? Disbelief or Trust ?

Life

life is like space unbroken its gives you a peace that's unspoken. It can bring you joy when you least expect it. So you think it's better for you to share it. I live to see what I haven't seen yesterday, but I know your not trying to hear me. I live to go places where I could not find. Then I always hear shouldn't you leave those thoughts behind. I can not bow to any unknown power. I am the only one who can control it, and they say a woman shouldn’t have this kind of power. This is the life I was given and the life I led. So, don't give me a choice because in any condition I will choose life instead.

Believe

The love of God is a great battle to be fought,
no matter
how many times the enemy surrounds you.
Just know whatever happens you have already won, because the lord is behind you.
No one can take away your faith only you
can allow it to weaken.
Take the lord’s word in your heart and believe
just believe …..
1). Believe you are strong …. 2). Believe things will change ….

3). Believe you are a child of God ….. 4). Believe that God loves you

I Still Remeber

So many seasons have passed by, but I still remember you. You shatter everything
inside of me like a world wind, while I'm peacefully secure.
It’s been quit some time since I played this game. A year in fact, but out of nowhere the phone rings and I'm in it again unexpectedly...
You talk in a different tone every so gentle and mature.
Yet, I still remember the truth…. Time has change me is what you say...
but I still remember and I doubt if its that way.
He wonders if time has changed me as well, so I answer the questions he has been longing to hear. Am I still special ? Yes, if there was any doubt in his mind
I put it to rest .
He reaches out for me but tells he still has another.
She wants to keep him anyway she can. May it be ever so deceitful or desperate on her count …. She needs him. While he wants to break free it’s in his nature to have a Plan B. So he waits day after day seeking another before he relieves the pain and anguish of his first experimentation . The end of his story is near and he waits for mine, but I still remember the truth he hides …. My story I share makes him weary and regretful , because I have feelings for another … Its impossible for him to believe that anyone could come between us, but I remind him there is no us..
Because, I still remember the truth …. Nothing has changed ….
After all of these years he still hasn’t changed…
Still he refuses to give up on something that is lost, and
I will never let it return… because I still remember .

Lifeless Hearts

I wonder how life will be without love and
how will I survive without knowing what true love brings to my soul not only my heart.
I live but what am I living for without love. I feel so empty
and hollow inside.
Will life ever come in, does this feeling stay or will it disappear into the
air I breathe.
The heart dies a slow death until nothing else remains but
emptiness, lies, and betrayal.
I seek the courage to stand and face my fears
against all odds; will I succeed?
I laugh then cry from the days when I felt life was cruel and bare.
Love is lost gone to a new home of appreciation and affection.
I pray that one day love will come into my life again
Even through all the heartache love is what I miss the most.

A Love Letter

Dear, Love

I lay awake last night thinking about you and how you have changed my life for the better. So, I’m writing this letter to let you know how grateful I am to have found you, and I want the world to know what love can do.

He is the answer to my heart when I feel pain inside.
I love to call h-is name, because he will answer just in time.
He is everything ….

He is the one who knows my deepest secrets within.
He is the only one who knows me. No one else could show me the things he has taught me.
So, wherever I am … I call his name and he is there beside me … Yes, he is there through the sunshine and the rain.
He is the answer to my heart when I’m lonely. When no one else can see my pain… I love to call his name, because he will answer just in time.

He is my everything ….

He said “I could give you so much more”, If only I believe and give myself. At first, I couldn’t see why he would love someone like me, but now I know that its because of his love I’m free.

He is the answer to my heart when my hope is lost and falling. His love searches through the darkness and catches me just in time … I love to say his name, Jesus… Yes, I love you Lord … Yes, I love you Jesus…

You are my everything

It Gets Better

When I’m near I’m so far away…
There are so many things I want to say,
that won’t be said.
I made my bed, but I can’t sleep at night.
When I’m awake I’m alone and if I’m near I’m so far away.
Is it wrong for me to feel something so real.
I can’t fight much longer this feeling grows stronger
stained with everything inside of me,
but just take one look and it gets better.
Just one touch and it gets better.
Just one emotion and it gets better.
Just one word and things could be much better.
There are so many things that I want to say,
My emptiness is falling and my hart is calling.
I’m weak then I’m strong; I’m right then again I’m wrong.
Time takes away my mind, how can perfect sight be so blind…
and when I’m near I’m so far away.
Don’t want to lose it, but I’m going through it.
Can’t leave it alone, I’m so far gone.
There is nothing I can do but when I’m here with you it gets better,
so much better.
Nothing last forever but if we were together.
I know things would be better,
so much better.
I’ll wait until forever, because just one look and it gets better.
One touch and it gets better, say those words and
it gets so much better.

Hell Storm

This comes naturally like a storm on the rise....
The silence defines the source of my mind..
So, forgive me if my words are not kind, but I feel like the fires of hell burn
within your eyes.
The mirror reflexs my faith of distorted acres of soil breaching the surface, torn
through what brought us to be.
The flames are weightless lighting up the night moving swiftly across mounted hills...
I hold on tight for life.. my dear life as the heat surrounds me.
Smoke fills the sky reaching clouds suffocating earth.
I breathe in the toxic scent wondering why it started,but we never realize the damage we caused until its done. The sliencee defines the source of my mind, it comes naturally like a storm on the rise....Roaming to another place to call home.
Still I'm never there too long. The raindrops are falling and the wind is calling for a new day.I can't find you.... I search but your not there...you're never there... as I look up to the heavens
I ask why didn't I stop the Hell Storm...
Why didn't I stop you...Hell Storm
How could I stop the Hell Storm....