Life

life is like space unbroken its gives you a peace that's unspoken. It can bring you joy when you least expect it. So you think it's better for you to share it. I live to see what I haven't seen yesterday, but I know your not trying to hear me. I live to go places where I could not find. Then I always hear shouldn't you leave those thoughts behind. I can not bow to any unknown power. I am the only one who can control it, and they say a woman shouldn’t have this kind of power. This is the life I was given and the life I led. So, don't give me a choice because in any condition I will choose life instead.

Believe

The love of God is a great battle to be fought,
no matter
how many times the enemy surrounds you.
Just know whatever happens you have already won, because the lord is behind you.
No one can take away your faith only you
can allow it to weaken.
Take the lord’s word in your heart and believe
just believe …..
1). Believe you are strong …. 2). Believe things will change ….

3). Believe you are a child of God ….. 4). Believe that God loves you

I Still Remeber

So many seasons have passed by, but I still remember you. You shatter everything
inside of me like a world wind, while I'm peacefully secure.
It’s been quit some time since I played this game. A year in fact, but out of nowhere the phone rings and I'm in it again unexpectedly...
You talk in a different tone every so gentle and mature.
Yet, I still remember the truth…. Time has change me is what you say...
but I still remember and I doubt if its that way.
He wonders if time has changed me as well, so I answer the questions he has been longing to hear. Am I still special ? Yes, if there was any doubt in his mind
I put it to rest .
He reaches out for me but tells he still has another.
She wants to keep him anyway she can. May it be ever so deceitful or desperate on her count …. She needs him. While he wants to break free it’s in his nature to have a Plan B. So he waits day after day seeking another before he relieves the pain and anguish of his first experimentation . The end of his story is near and he waits for mine, but I still remember the truth he hides …. My story I share makes him weary and regretful , because I have feelings for another … Its impossible for him to believe that anyone could come between us, but I remind him there is no us..
Because, I still remember the truth …. Nothing has changed ….
After all of these years he still hasn’t changed…
Still he refuses to give up on something that is lost, and
I will never let it return… because I still remember .

Lifeless Hearts

I wonder how life will be without love and
how will I survive without knowing what true love brings to my soul not only my heart.
I live but what am I living for without love. I feel so empty
and hollow inside.
Will life ever come in, does this feeling stay or will it disappear into the
air I breathe.
The heart dies a slow death until nothing else remains but
emptiness, lies, and betrayal.
I seek the courage to stand and face my fears
against all odds; will I succeed?
I laugh then cry from the days when I felt life was cruel and bare.
Love is lost gone to a new home of appreciation and affection.
I pray that one day love will come into my life again
Even through all the heartache love is what I miss the most.