I Still Remeber

So many seasons have passed by, but I still remember you. You shatter everything
inside of me like a world wind, while I'm peacefully secure.
It’s been quit some time since I played this game. A year in fact, but out of nowhere the phone rings and I'm in it again unexpectedly...
You talk in a different tone every so gentle and mature.
Yet, I still remember the truth…. Time has change me is what you say...
but I still remember and I doubt if its that way.
He wonders if time has changed me as well, so I answer the questions he has been longing to hear. Am I still special ? Yes, if there was any doubt in his mind
I put it to rest .
He reaches out for me but tells he still has another.
She wants to keep him anyway she can. May it be ever so deceitful or desperate on her count …. She needs him. While he wants to break free it’s in his nature to have a Plan B. So he waits day after day seeking another before he relieves the pain and anguish of his first experimentation . The end of his story is near and he waits for mine, but I still remember the truth he hides …. My story I share makes him weary and regretful , because I have feelings for another … Its impossible for him to believe that anyone could come between us, but I remind him there is no us..
Because, I still remember the truth …. Nothing has changed ….
After all of these years he still hasn’t changed…
Still he refuses to give up on something that is lost, and
I will never let it return… because I still remember .